I’ve never been the kind of person to count the months, or keep track of anniversaries, birthdays, or first time dates. As the days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months, and the months approaches a year, I keep hearing people say it’s coming up on the anniversary date of you passing. I am still… Continue reading Time means nothing.
Since loosing you and having to deal with people on different level than I had to when you where here. I’ve come to realize how judgmental people can be, including myself. I’ve also realize that a lot of people (those that consider themselves close to you) have no clue who I am as woman, mother,… Continue reading conversations with you
There are certain days that come with significant moments, for example, this morning I was entering the highway on my way to work and I saw a single shiny black balloon caught in some bushes off to the side of the highway, GRADUATION written in bold colorful letters. The balloon waved back and forth in the… Continue reading How to live in change
Today I’m missing you. Yesterday I was overflowing with feelings of Frustration Frustrated of loosing my partner, my friend, my lover, the father to my son I went through the motions of trying to find reasoning to why you are no longer here I won’t try to be philosophical by stating that you: Are no… Continue reading The totality of you
some may say it’s the spiritual realm others might say it’s my subconscious i heard your voice in my sleep i heard it while I was daydreaming of you in traffic so vivid and clear made my heart smile for a brief moment today as I turned the corner in my car a guy at… Continue reading Your voice & smile can light up a world
Today was a quiet day So quiet I could hear the cicadas playing Summertime and the living is easy I could hear the sound of the butterfly wings dancing in the wind So quiet I could hear the clouds swooshing across the sky I could hear the spirits laughing on the other side So so… Continue reading Quiet Day
It has occurred to me after somewhat examining my current mental health, I think that I might have to get away from this city, this state, to tend to my wellbeing. I want to get away from this city that constantly reminds me of the great times we had and the difficulties we faced. I… Continue reading In the stillness there is clarity