Since loosing you and having to deal with people on different level than I had to when you where here. I’ve come to realize how judgmental people can be, including myself. I’ve also realize that a lot of people (those that consider themselves close to you) have no clue who I am as woman, mother,… Continue reading conversations with you
There are certain days that come with significant moments, for example, this morning I was entering the highway on my way to work and I saw a single shiny black balloon caught in some bushes off to the side of the highway, GRADUATION written in bold colorful letters. The balloon waved back and forth in the… Continue reading How to live in change
Today I’m missing you. Yesterday I was overflowing with feelings of Frustration Frustrated of loosing my partner, my friend, my lover, the father to my son I went through the motions of trying to find reasoning to why you are no longer here I won’t try to be philosophical by stating that you: Are no… Continue reading The totality of you
Today was a quiet day So quiet I could hear the cicadas playing Summertime and the living is easy I could hear the sound of the butterfly wings dancing in the wind So quiet I could hear the clouds swooshing across the sky I could hear the spirits laughing on the other side So so… Continue reading Quiet Day
It has occurred to me after somewhat examining my current mental health, I think that I might have to get away from this city, this state, to tend to my wellbeing. I want to get away from this city that constantly reminds me of the great times we had and the difficulties we faced. I… Continue reading In the stillness there is clarity
As I got lost in the music today I realized, I actually became fully aware that It is in the music I hear you I see you I feel ya I dance withcha It is in the music our worlds join as one I loved watching you DJ on those late nights!