Since loosing you and having to deal with people on different level than I had to when you where here. I’ve come to realize how judgmental people can be, including myself. I’ve also realize that a lot of people (those that consider themselves close to you) have no clue who I am as woman, mother,… Continue reading conversations with you
Today I’m missing you. Yesterday I was overflowing with feelings of Frustration Frustrated of loosing my partner, my friend, my lover, the father to my son I went through the motions of trying to find reasoning to why you are no longer here I won’t try to be philosophical by stating that you: Are no… Continue reading The totality of you
Today was a quiet day So quiet I could hear the cicadas playing Summertime and the living is easy I could hear the sound of the butterfly wings dancing in the wind So quiet I could hear the clouds swooshing across the sky I could hear the spirits laughing on the other side So so… Continue reading Quiet Day
It has occurred to me after somewhat examining my current mental health, I think that I might have to get away from this city, this state, to tend to my wellbeing. I want to get away from this city that constantly reminds me of the great times we had and the difficulties we faced. I… Continue reading In the stillness there is clarity
I never thought I would be crying because it hurts.
many nights you use to pick up the mic and spit out jokes left and right, I would sit back laughing so hard till it hurt my belly! One my favorite moments was us at Fort De Soto beach !
Life has ways of breaking you and making you It is the spiritual path keeping you in tune with the meaning of it all No one ever said this human experience would be easy so life has ways of breaking you and making you How will you let it make you? It’s exactly how I… Continue reading Softening of the heart
I say, “why me”?! He looks at me with a familiar look, like I’ve known him for all of my life and many lives before, I look back into his eyes, and he says, “why not you”? I think to myself, I wouldn’t want anyone else to feel this pain of loosing a loved… Continue reading Why not me