I’ve never been the kind of person to count the months, or keep track of anniversaries, birthdays, or first time dates. As the days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months, and the months approaches a year, I keep hearing people say it’s coming up on the anniversary date of you passing. I am still… Continue reading Time means nothing.
It has occurred to me after somewhat examining my current mental health, I think that I might have to get away from this city, this state, to tend to my wellbeing. I want to get away from this city that constantly reminds me of the great times we had and the difficulties we faced. I… Continue reading In the stillness there is clarity
I say, “why me”?! He looks at me with a familiar look, like I’ve known him for all of my life and many lives before, I look back into his eyes, and he says, “why not you”? I think to myself, I wouldn’t want anyone else to feel this pain of loosing a loved… Continue reading Why not me
Today I finally realized that I’m going to need way more help than what I think to get me through this. I’ve been attending one on one therapy, but for the first time, I’ve gotten on the internet and I’m searching for support groups in my area. I need to connect with others to know… Continue reading Shame, Guilt, Tremendous Pain, Support Groups